December 2010
TIME TO GOOOO
things to be happy about:
1 NEW YORK FUCKIN CITY YA YA YA YA
2 my nails are glittery
3 fresh starts in 2011
4 being home still
AAAHHHH I THINK I HAVE A BLOOD CLOT IN MY LEFT LEG
WHAT IF I DIE?!
DREAMS
Dreams are fucking weiirrrd.
Last night I think high dreams are just especially weird.
It WOKE ME UP.
It went like this:
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I was reading my hometown newspaper (NOT bg’s) and I turned to the obituaries. WHO’S NAME AND PICTURE WAS THERE??!! Seth Ottney.
Fucking died in my dream. It said he died in a car accident.
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why it’s...
Soooooo yeah
smoked again last night
& I’m not gonna tell drew
he doesn’t want me to
and I told him I was done…
And I will be done
after new year’s in NY
cause we’re gonna blaaazzzeee
SERIOUSLY THOUGH
after that I’m done.
I’m not even dating him
why do I feel bad?
Can’t sleep.
My heart hurts.
When my cousins get drunk
Mike: you're at bg trish?
Me: yep!
Mike: you're aware that bg is --
Me: yes. I am aware.
Mike: BGSTD!
Me: yep. That's what I thought...and yes I am aware. And it stopped being funny a long time ago.
Mike: it'll never stop being funny.
Some girls act like bitches so they won't get...
3 days til NYC!! :)
Ordinary? No. Really don't think so. Just a...
<3<3<3
“I’m just trying to put it together for ya trish…LIKE A FUCKIN PUZZLE”
– My drunk ass cousin
“My mom put on her Shania Twain cd and there were like 9 songs on there I knew...”
– My cousin’s bf Ben
"In your arms, I can still feel the way you want...
(203):
I asked a girl to buy her a drink, she said she has a boyfriend. So i said I have a goldfish, she said what? I replied, oh sorry I thought we were talking about shit that doesn’t matter.
I don’t wanna sound selfish
but I didn’t get what I fucking asked for
I asked for one thing.
I got a bunch of stuff I don’t want instead.
I wish I understood the religion bullshit. Not that it’s bullshit. I just wish I knew what I believed in. Cause I feel like I don’t believe in anything. And I feel like I really need to evaluate myself I guess. I just all around DO NOT KNOW. I wish I did. I also just feel like that’s a major thing why drew’s not sure about me..like an underlying cause (I’m a...
